[Libre-soc-dev] Fwd: How are you?

[Luke Kenneth Casson Leighton]

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From: *lkcl* <luke.leighton at gmail.com>
Date: Wednesday, October 22, 2025
Subject: How are you?
To: Gerry Ewan <gerryewan at gmail.com>
Cc: Libre-Soc General Development <libre-soc-dev at lists.libre-soc.org>




On Wednesday, October 22, 2025, Gerry Ewan <gerryewan at gmail.com> wrote:

> Luke, I am very sorry if I was unintentionally sarcastic.
>

you weren't just "unintentionally" sarcastic: you utilised the exact same
type of weaponised words that RAYMOND used.


>
>  I didn't mean to be
>

nobody does. they think that words don't "hurt".
which when someone has been tortured to the
point of death for literally years by a narcissist
it should be blindingly fucking obvious that being
sarcastic and aggressive is the absolute last
fucking 5hinh you should be doing.


> and I'm sorry I hurt you so much.
>

"hurt"? you caused a fucking stroke!


>
> With regard to your demand that I prosecute the people you named - if I
> had any evidence that they had harmed you, I would do so but I don't have.
>

we DISCUSSED THIS MONTHS AGO.

and I *do* have that medical evidence.

it took over 20 requests to Alex to get him to
fucking well get me the MRI Scans, finally showing
horrifying levels of brain and cerebral artery
damage.

but because not one single police officer has
listened to me, instead listening to FALSIFIED
REPORTS by NHS "professionals" then failing to
give me the time and space to safely provide the
videoevidence that contradicts the false and
tampered evidence, they are no longer believing my
reports, claiming instead that I am the one making
false reports.

ONLY BY YOU AND PAUL PROVIDING WITNESS
STATEMENTS can that be overcome.




> Were I to do so, I would be committing perjury
>
> no you fucking well would not!

we DISCUSSED this.

all you and Paul need to do is DESCRIBE WHAT
YOU SAW.

you DO need to appreciate that there were two
types of assault: psychological assault and
physiological assault.

you do NOT need to "understand" the medical
evidence for the PHYSIOLOGICAL assault.


you both saw me crying in distress with
CALDERWOOD on speakerphone. the sobbing
was clearly loud enough for CALDERWOOD to
hear that I was in deep distress.

I could not speak so instead came over to you both,
trying to get your attention to get him to stop.

you spoke with CALDERWOOD and as you did so
I went into Anaphylactic shock.

I lost my balance but managed to stagger into the
bathroom and was spitting out fleghm, sobbing in
deep distress and now terrified further by the
fact that I was now fighting for my life being
unable to breathe.

you BOTH WITNESSED THIS OCCURRING.

I now have the medical evidence which explains
what was happening, in addition to psychological
torture that CALDERWOOD


>  and I can't do that. I absolutely get that the way you were treated while
> you were experiencing autistic meltdown
>
>
it was NOT A FUCKING AUTISTIC MELTDOWN
you stupid idiot.

it was ANAPHYLACTIC SHOCK caused by pathogens breaking loose from the
calcium and cholesterol deposits in my arteries, which got into my blood
stream, crossed over a damaged blood-brain barrier, causing immediate toxic
shock.

the rise in both blood pressure and Cortisol levels are what caused the
Athersclerosis calcium deposits inside my arteries to burst.

the pathogens are there because of the chronic stress of FIFTEEN YEARS of
MARIE RAYMOND's mental illness. (look up "chronic Peridontal disease" on
Wikipedia)

do you remember when you came to visit in Scheveningen? how you found it
puzzling and disturbing that RAYMOND sat at her desk for several hours,
facing the wall, not moving or interacting with you, Paul, me, or my
daughter? that's the behaviour I had to tolerate for over a decade, and she
absolutely refused to permit any kind of discussion about her physical or
mental health.

the underlying autistic condition actually helps me RECOVER much faster,
but it is still a violent assault that takes days if not weeks to get over,
and that's if I don't get a viral or bacterial infection whilst the
arteries are badly damaged.



>  caused severe reactions in you but I'm not a psychiatrist and nor are
> they.
>

this is NOT PSYCHIATRY you fucking idiot: it is an extremely dangerous
PHYSIOLOGICAL response triggered by Cortisol.



> We felt helpless to help you.
>

you did not ONCE make the effort to understand
how bad things really were.

I have videos of nurses in UHS A&E front desk
saying "get up, we saw you come in here, you
can sit on the chairs like everyone else".
I had managed to get my CAT B35 set to "record",
and it shows I am lying on the floor, my eyes going
in different directions, my head flopping around.

what happened was that the Cortisol flooding my
system to get into A&E had caused the cholesterol
and pathogens to break loose in such large amounts
that it had blocked Cerebral arteries entirely.

when your eyes start moving on their own in
different directions it indicates cerebral hypoxia
where you have about 8 to 9 minutes left to live.

and the fucking nurse is telling me "get up or I
will call security".

they then falsified the medical report to state that
I had told them "I HAVE EPILEPSY", which is what
HILLMAN GREEN and LAM subsequently read,
did NOT ask what actually happened, leading them
to catastrophically misdiagnose "psychosis".

this did not just happen once: UHS A&E falsified
medical reports again and again and again and
again.

THAT is the level of abuse that I had to deal with
and despite my sister going through similar
levels of abuse of her daughter, you DID NOT
ONCE BOTHER TO ASK ME WHAT WAS HAPPENING.

and it was so horrifying that I have been
completely unable to


> Where I can help is in pursuing the hospital in Southampton to own up to
> the damage they did.
>

which one? there are three. each of them colluded in causing serious
medical harm.

Royal Hants
UHS
Antelope House.

each of these was responsible for causing serious physical and
psychological harm.


>
>  You should never have been treated in the way that you were but, as I've
> said before, I trusted them when they said they were helping you
>

they were killing me.

they had been provided with false information
thanks 100% to Glenluce Surgery's false report
of 15 Dec 2023.

that then resulted in a catastrophic cascade of falsified medical reports

"PATIENT CHOSE TO WALK TOWARDS THE AMBULANCE IN A ZIG-ZAG FASHION"

"PATIENT CHOSE TO THROW THEMSELVES ON THE FLOOR IN FRONT OF US"

"WE FOLLOWED PACE GUIDELINES BUT PATIENT WAS UNRESPONSIVE" (video evidence
shows me screaming in terror, desperately calling for somebody to call the
police as the staff attempt multiple times to illegally seize my personal
property, unaware that they were being recorded. from the police report
where I was threatened by the OIC for "violating hospital guidelines" when
I have recorded evidence of TEN HOURS of Anaphylactic shock and Tourette's
syndrome, indicating serious stroke damage, it is clear they TAMPERED with
bodycam footage - removing the audio track so that my screaming in terror
and going into anaphylactic shock was not audible - to make it look like I
was "unreasonable" and that their terrifying behaviour was acceptable. I
photographed the bruises from being violently physically assaulted, but the
OIC refused to acknowledge them as relevant)


> and I too feel betrayed.
>

you had absolutely no right whatsoever to seize
control of my life.

this is something that you still do not comprehend.
you did not ONCE SPEAK TO ME to ask what was
actually going on.

instead you gave my address to them (it is listed in the SAR I obtained
from Hampshire County Council: don't pretend for one second that it wasn't
you who gave them the campsite as my "residence")


and it is much, much worse than you think. it has been
over a year of them failing to respond, selectively
responding and ignoring evidence, tampering
with evidence, refusing to provide access to
medical reports, and in some cases simply
outright lying blatantly.

the CQC staff are so horrified by my reports that
one of them had a nervous breakdown, and after
an "investigation" they have subsequently refused
to interact further and have stopped taking reports
entirely.




> And I'm not a 'complete and utter failure'.
>

yes, you are. as a mother you have completely
failed me, believing in some sort of sick delusional
absolute right to seize control of my life, without
once bothering to ascertain the truth.

you are without any shadow of doubt a failure
as a human being.


>  I'm human and I get things wrong. Just as everyone does.
>

there's "getting things wrong" and there is "failing
in such a way that someone gets maimed and
almost dies".

you failed in such a way that it resulted in severe
maiming - brain damage from which most people
would be permanently crippled for life.

not to mention the psychological damaged caused
by being tortured.

I have videos of being on the floor, calling out to
doctors that literally kept on walking by.

nurses that interacted in patronizing tones as I go
into convulsions due to another stroke.

they had been told "he is faking symptoms, don't believe anything he does
or says".

it's beyond horrifying - and it was you who was
traitorously directly responsible for the maiming.

do you not recall what you said to me when I
was finally given my phone that had been seized?
you said VERY CLEARLY, "you DESERVE to be in
there: you HAVE been HARMING people".

have you listened to the video where I am screaming
in terror as ten people pinned me to the floor?

I have a medical report from an India Govt hospital
which shows chronically low bone density and a
gap of FIVE MILLIMETRES between my hip bones.

they had SIX PEOPLE on my back, arms and legs.

they could have easily broken bones: did you even
know I have had chronic arthritis in my left elbow,
for 15 years now,  which prevents my arm straightening?



>
> On Wed, Oct 22, 2025 at 7:55 AM lkcl <luke.leighton at gmail.com> wrote:
>
>> https://nexusnewsfeed.com/article/home-family-pets/how-your-
>> brain-rewrites-stress-response/
>>
>> I have not heard from you, indicating that you intend to do what I ask
>> and need.
>>
>> the last time you failed to listen and responded aggressively you were
>> sarcastic, it put me into deep shock and caused a stroke.
>>
>> I am still in deep traumatic shock, having chronic Peridontal disease
>> which we even discussed three years ago as you told me it was the leading
>> cause of death in the Middle Ages.
>>
>> please will you for God's pity's sake start listening and taking the
>> action that I need instead of sitting there thinking that your complete and
>> utter failure and betrayal as a mother will just "go away on its own".
>>
>>
>>


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