[Libre-soc-dev] forced to unsubscribe from the arm-netbooks mailing list

[lkcl]

Joshua, Helen

I was completely unaware that I was in a Domestic Violence relationship of
16 years - the entire time the EOMA68 project ran.

it resulted in PTSD, Chronic Adrenal Fatigue Syndrome, and an Ischemic
stroke (burst embolism) that according to Western Medical doctrine will
leave me crippled for life.

the level of misunderstanding and belief that I am intentionally violent
and abusive, when the medical facts are that I am extremely vulnerable
physiologically to stress, sufficient now to cause a mini-stroke and
life-threatening Anaphylaxis, is breathtaking.

to protect my life - not in any way an understatement in any way - I have
just been forced into the position of unsubscribing from the mailing list
used to communicate with community backers.

I am very scared and not in any position to fulfil my obligations to
backers without some serious, serious help.

however every time I try to explain what has transpired I am met with
scorn, derision, disbelief and abuse that is frightening me in its
intensity.

that fright risks triggering Cortisol (as it is doing right now) which I
know from 18 months life-threatening medical incidents - most of them
video'd - to be extremely dangerous.

if you recall there was $30,000 being held back pending shipment.

there is no way in the current hostile environment that I could possibly
fulfil the shipment: my narcissistic ex-partner is holding 50 Micro-desktop
PCBs in storage in Taiwan along with all my equipment, and even if it was
recovered I have no financial resources to do any work.

the stroke has also reduced brain-oxygen supply to the extent that complex
work causes me to become exhausted very quickly. I can do it, but pay a
heavy price.

I really need that money, Joshua.

I have to stop writing now.